I apologize for all the gaps in my blogging history. My life is less than structured, but it's getting better. I will try to keep up more consistently in the future. However, I'm not promising because I've never been one for empty promises.
Life the last few months has seemed but a fleeting moment in my life. I'm not sure where it has gone or where it is going, but I am thankful for every second of it.
James David has attended a vast magnitude of doctor appointments and therapies. We have experienced ups and downs (but much more ups :)), and he has not had a surgical procedure in 9 months now! That is a record for his not-so little head! He is my little light that keeps a smile on my face every day with his huge strength in his little body. My life would be empty without him.
Those that know me well, know that I have suffered a 7 year long battle with depression and anxiety. Like anyone, I have ups and downs. These last few months have been hard for me, but I'm turning a new corner. I am becoming more aware of myself, my consciousness, my health, and my surroundings. I am making conscious decisions to better myself and my family and, instead of floating through life, I am going to live it.
Though I'm not sure with what intentions I started this blog, unlike so many others I have started and discarded, I am publishing this one. I'm sending out word that we are still here. We are still thriving. We will not give up. :)
Isaiah 40:28-31 Have
you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting
God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow
weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the
faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. Even youths
shall faint and be weary,and young men shall fall exhausted; but they
who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up
with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall
walk and not faint.
